TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

telllll meeeeeeeeeee mcm mne aq x fkir kt dy....dulu every cuti sem ktorg still cntact,chat but now....emmmmmm sdiyyy sgt dy da brubah x mcm dulu...aq nk dy yg duluuuuu..pliss come backk....i need u... tpi aq tau wlau mcm mne sengsara seksa aq ...x mungkin dy akn jdi mcm dulu..aq tau itu..tpi ya Allah..aq btol2 rse i lost her.. mne dy yg dulu.... actually byk bnde aq nk share dgn dy...aq nk story...tpi aq tkowt..tkowt sgt dy x sudi dgr crite aq...aq tkowt dy da mls da x nk lyan aq..emmm aq chat dy mcm aq chat dgn org laen..aq tyer sepatah dy jwab sepatah...aq aser dy mcm x nk chat dgn aq je dh..hmm myb aq terlalu brgntung dkt dy smpaii aq aser x bole susa aty bile jdi mcm nieh...aq nk kaw yg dulu kdg tgor aq..tyer aq buad ape..tyer kabar aq...n smua lah...aq nk kaw yg dulu...ya Allah pulangkn lah dy yg dulu.... hmmmm i need u...seriously i need u..pliss come back...klau kaw bole x fkirkn aq,,bole abaikan aq,,but not me..i can't..honestly i can't...:( klau bole aq nk tido spnjg hari so that aq x fkir psal kaw...nie asal celik mte,,byk bnde yg mmbuatkn aq igt kt kaw..byk kenangan dulu yg igtkn aq kt kaw...Ya Allah...dulu kt bainun pnah jdi mcm nieh...seriously aq x snggup nk hadapi lgi... Ya Allah aq btol2 sygkn dy,,dy x bole rse ke ape yg aq rse....sthun lbiy...x kn semudah tu kaw nk buang aq...kaw nk lupekn aq...hmmm setiap hubungan aq pasti ade msalah x kire dlm percintaan atau pun persahabatan...mesti aq lost....n one thing for this time aq x nk lost spe2....slagi aq mampu slagi aq bnywe aq akn pertahankn smua perhubungan aq....InsyaAllah...