cuty sem2!!!!!!!!! yg membosankan....

i'm back....now nga cty sem,,then 27 hb nieh da naek sem3...huhu result sem 2 truk aq aser,,,abes aq nk jwab ape ngan smua org..hmm cty sem kli nie sgt mmbosankan...always alone n lonely...my fmly smua bz..arghhh bosan...tmbh dgn skit tlinga nyer lgi..hopefully skit nie cpt ilang..aq x nk jmpe pkar...tkowt!!!!!!! actually aq keliru skunk,,mne stu aq nk plih..dua2 jujo n setia org nyer..but aq still x sirius dgn dyorg...ape nk jdi dgn aq, aq pown x tau...now aq nga berfikir mne yg bley wat aq happy itu yg aq pilih...tpi tggu aq blik mlake lah,,sbb skunk nie aq kt perak nk menikmati mse2 cty aq dgn enjoy..even nga mnggung skit skunk nieh...seriosly aq buntu gler...then nsib ade ucukk aq means kwan aq lah,,aq share laa ngan dy.hmmm dy pown tkjot ble aq cter..haha nsib kaw laa cuk dpt kwan yg x tetap pendirian mcm aq nieh...huhu btw thanks lot smlm smpai la pgi 12 hb kaw tman aq kt skype...happy sgt,,,coz aq bosan dok umah nieh...hehe thanks lot kaw da dgr smua msalah aq...syg kaw laa frend...hope our friendship kekal 4ever...

mlm jmaat ary tu 26 julai..sdiy glerr seyh dy wat aq cmtu...dh eppy2 nk bli bju rye ale2 dy badmood!! aq x tau laa sbb ape..hmm so x jdi lah bli bju ayer,,jnis aq x ske shopping ble ade yg badmood or ape2 lah.. aq try nk syum lgi dgn dy mlm tuh,,tpi aq x than then aq ngiss...nsib ade my syg aq ngis laa kt dy..hmm nsib dy pham aq.. thanks biy even jauh pown biy slalu ade..hmm aq nie ank mnje..aq admit laa..smua aq nk msti aq dpt..then ble x dpt smething tu at tht time jgak,,memg aq ngis lah..huk3!!!! then mlm tu aq agk sentap laa ngan dy,, mlm tu aq jdi badmood jgak lpas ape yg jdi..then aq tdo dlu..then ble tsdar je dh tgl sowg dlm blik..dy bleh tgl aq mcm tu je,,dy pnah x fkir ape yg dye wat kt aq tuh...hmmm lau aq aq x buat cmtu aa kt dy..x kn aq nk tgl dy sowg dlm blik...tpi dy ade fkir aq...x de kn,,aq aser dy x pnah fkir psal aq..sdiyy weyh kwan yg kte syg buat mcm nieh..dh laaa nk dkt2 rye2 nieh aq sdiy nk blik kmpung..then dy lak wat aq cmnieh..lgi laa sdiy weyh...dlu aq ykin smua yg dy ckp,buat kt aq,,but now ble dh jdi cmnieh aq x tau dy ikhlas or x buat smua nieh kt aq....sdiy sgt weyh...bru nk happy2,,,dy wat aq cmnie lak.. dh laaaaa pnat laa fkir smua tuh,,skit aty smua ade,,tpi aq cbe buang smua tuh,,,now aq sorg2,,x de spe aq nk ngadu,,nk luahkn ape yg aq rse,,juz blog nie yg sdi tman aq,,,thanks lot blog..kaw byk bjase....hmmmm

dh lme x update teenagers life...now i'm coming back!!lol dh dkt 2 bulan aq kt mlke untuk sem 2 nieh..first2 naek sem eppy gler especially ble dpt tau result sem 1 arytu aq dpt 4fleks..alhamdulillah hope sem laen aq dpt lgi.. hmmm sem2 nie aq dh pndah umah dok skali dak2 farmasi..skali classmate aq...snang ckit aq aser.. stu bilik 2 org..aq stay with eyra..my bff...alhmdulillah lah dpt blik skali,,memg dri sem 1 lgi aq nk dok ngan dy.. best ble dpt dok stu umah ngan kwan yg kte rpat..dpt msak skali,,mkan,tdo,smua bnde skali..but once ble gdoh susah kowt!! hmmm letak tepi laa smua bnde tu..aq dtg cni nk blaja bkan nk fkir bnde2 remeh cmtuh..ckuplah ape yg jdi kt sem 1.. now aq with mylife here are happy..no one can destroy my happier life here..

4 bulan aq kt mlake...first2 dlu memg rse lme gler mse bjlan... but now..ble dh lme,,rse skjb je...n now dh abes sem 1.. awl blan 6,naek sem2 lak...bru 4 bulan mcm2 jdi kt aq... mcm2 msalah brlku kt aq...n the biggest prob is prob in friendship.. aq x tau laa,,asl aq dok je hostel,,,msalah nie msti jdi... i do no lah why it happen... ktorg kwan ber3...no wonder lah memg kwan ber3 nie susah... mcm2 msalah akn berlku..n memg dh berlku dh pown.. aq x tau ape yg aq rse dlm friendship nieh...kdang eppy...kdang stress... hmmm btol lah ape org ckp,,kte bkwan nie jgn trlalu rpt,,ble dh rpt,,,mcm2 msalah akn tmbul.. hmmm x tau lah...sometimes aq fkir aq yg ptot kuar dri kwan ber3 nieh...tpi nta laa... but i ask myself...perlu ke prasaan jelous nie dlm persahabatan???? hmmm memg perlu tpi ble fkir blik dsbbkan prasaan tu lah akn brlkunyer msalah.... so acano tuu...hahaha mcm mne ea kte nk tau ape yg smeone nie ckp or ape yg smua kluar dri mlut dy nie btol??? kdang ape yg dy ckp...x sperti yg dy lakukan...it make me feel not confident with u... pls buat aq fully trust kaw friend!!!! buat mcm ape yg kaw ckp kt aq.... i need u to prove ur words...so that aq bleh trust kaw jdi my beloved friend!!!! btw aq admit laaa aq syg kaw friend....hmmmm okayyy forget about that..now cti sem...aq kt perak..nk menenangkan fkiran yg srabaiii... aq hope naek sem2 nieh,,,x de pape dh blku...n ketenangan yg aq bwak dri perak blik mlake x de spe kcau....juz gi mlake untuk study,,,remember pharmacist to be... ya Allah tlog aq lpe kn smua msalah nie....aq x larat dh nk fkir psal nie je.... oke anis move on....enjoy ur life!!!!

sdiy ++++

ary jmaat lpas 8 march ritu,,,abg n kakak aq blik gather seyh ke gerik huhuhuhuhu...aq je haaa kt melaka....huk3 nk blik jauh.....cuti juz sbtu ahd je... dh laa aq wndu my mom kt grik....wndu umah aq...bilik aq... uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........ then ary nie,,ary ahad,10 mac,,,mak sdre yg aq rpat...aq pnggil angah... dy kawen ary nieh...x dpt aq tgk dy kawen....juz wait my sis upload gmbr mjlis kawen tdi je.....huhuhuu x kre blan 4 nie..kakak aq nk tunang..aq nk blik jgak..even sejauh mne pown... aq ttp nk blik...ary bersejarah keluarga aq tuh....gler kaw aq x blik... see the real life in front of my eye.....rugi klau x tgk.... dh laaa tu stu stunyer kakak aq....sentap seyh klau aq x de kn...hahaha btw.....now aq sdiy sgt n wndu gler3 nk blik umah...nk mam nsi lmbik my mom.. huhuhhuhhuhuhu ble aq bleh blik nieh......nk blik.......:(

tonight....5 march 2013 at 3.00 am... cannot to sleep... honestly,,i'm very sad for thingking about juz now.. ape korg rse ble dbodohkan...marah,skit aty..nk mngis.. tu ape yg rse skunk... yes this is a joke...but smetimes ia melampaui ksabaran aq jgak... juz for fun..yess..but i'm not like a doll korg snang2 nk bodohkan aq..nk knekan aq...nak drop aq..aq pown mnusia biase..ade aty,,ade prasaan... sometimes aq bleh accept even mkn dalam ape yg korg buat...tpi larat ke aq nk trus accept ape yg korg buat kt aq...pnat laa weyh,,honestly... juz aq yg kne jge aty korg,,,aty aq spe jgee,,,aq sndri... how can... sometimes skit aty ape yg korg buat kt aq...tpi x pe,,aq bleh sba lagi... juz let it go...but when someone always do it again n again.. one day she will burst....don't make me burst fully....danger for u all!!!! coz when it really2 happen,,aq bkn anis lgi dah...REMEMBER THAT!!!!!!!!!!

MELAKA my life is begin....

5 january 2013,,,, for the first time aq bjauhan with my fmly.... juz for stdy,,i will.. aq start life as a student kolej kt mlake...micost... di sne aq knal dgn dua org mmbr pyka n eyra....kwn first yg aq knal kt mlake tuh adalah pyka.. dy from jb...first2 aq knal..aq rsau sbb dy nieh skepale or x dgn aq,,,n dh lme2 knal aq admit dy memg skeple ngan aq....n eyra...kwn pling aq rpat since aq ade kt mlake nieh...dy from mlake jgak.. first tgk dak nieh mcm wat hal sendri...tpi dh lme2 eyra nie memg skple jgak dgn aq... both of them are very meaningful dlm life aq...even bru sbulan knal...aq slesa dgn dyorg... x tau laahh klau dyorg x de,,,ape jdi aq kt mlake tu x tau laa.... aq hope sgt our friendship kekal even ade ape msalah skali pown..we can sharing each other... ssh snang brsme spnjang prkenalan,,,thanks to Allah for give me both of them to be my bff.... i really2 love both of them...kami buddyz x kn terpisah :)