TELL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

telllll meeeeeeeeeee mcm mne aq x fkir kt dy....dulu every cuti sem ktorg still cntact,chat but now....emmmmmm sdiyyy sgt dy da brubah x mcm dulu...aq nk dy yg duluuuuu..pliss come backk....i need u... tpi aq tau wlau mcm mne sengsara seksa aq ...x mungkin dy akn jdi mcm dulu..aq tau itu..tpi ya Allah..aq btol2 rse i lost her.. mne dy yg dulu.... actually byk bnde aq nk share dgn dy...aq nk story...tpi aq tkowt..tkowt sgt dy x sudi dgr crite aq...aq tkowt dy da mls da x nk lyan aq..emmm aq chat dy mcm aq chat dgn org laen..aq tyer sepatah dy jwab sepatah...aq aser dy mcm x nk chat dgn aq je dh..hmm myb aq terlalu brgntung dkt dy smpaii aq aser x bole susa aty bile jdi mcm nieh...aq nk kaw yg dulu kdg tgor aq..tyer aq buad ape..tyer kabar aq...n smua lah...aq nk kaw yg dulu...ya Allah pulangkn lah dy yg dulu.... hmmmm i need u...seriously i need u..pliss come back...klau kaw bole x fkirkn aq,,bole abaikan aq,,but not me..i can't..honestly i can't...:( klau bole aq nk tido spnjg hari so that aq x fkir psal kaw...nie asal celik mte,,byk bnde yg mmbuatkn aq igt kt kaw..byk kenangan dulu yg igtkn aq kt kaw...Ya Allah...dulu kt bainun pnah jdi mcm nieh...seriously aq x snggup nk hadapi lgi... Ya Allah aq btol2 sygkn dy,,dy x bole rse ke ape yg aq rse....sthun lbiy...x kn semudah tu kaw nk buang aq...kaw nk lupekn aq...hmmm setiap hubungan aq pasti ade msalah x kire dlm percintaan atau pun persahabatan...mesti aq lost....n one thing for this time aq x nk lost spe2....slagi aq mampu slagi aq bnywe aq akn pertahankn smua perhubungan aq....InsyaAllah...

along sem 4...hmm

Assalamualaikum.. lme x update..but now i'm come back.. byk bnde aq nk share but better share dlm blog nie drpd share dgn mnusia b'coz we cannot trust fully people around us. myb they can betray us,,cheating on us..hati manusia,,rmbut sme hitam,hati laen2..kita x thu ape dyorg fikir right tntg kite. I started when SEM4 begin.. mule2 smua happy..jmpe each other..talk n talk never stop..happy b'coz can see again my roomate b'coz i miss her so much.. but it's juz the beginning.. now i'm start my story on what i feel..n how i'm in pain untk pendam nie smua.. hmm first2 aq dan dy x de pape mslah.we're happy..but ade skli tu dy slah fham dy igt aq cter kt sorg Hamba Allah nie psal smua cite yg dy pnah cter kt aq...wlhal aq x pnah cter lngsung ape2 kt hamba Allah tu..hmm mse tu dy ngah x baek dgn hamba Allah tu...n one night we slowtalk each other n Alhamdulillah we settle it... n aq igt mse dy ngah gduh ngn hmba Allah tu dy suruh aq buad smething if syg dy..n aq buad b'coz i'm really love her.. then mse bjlan dgn pantass.... dy dan hamba Allah nieh dh berbaek..aq happy..alhamdulillah..but since dri situ... mcm2 msalah timbul between aq n dy..hmmm aq tkowt if bnde yg dy suh aq buad dulu kt hamba Allah tu...dy suruh lak Hamba Allah nie buad kt aq....but i'll think posivite she never do that on me right..hmm sejak dy dh berbaek dgn hamba Allah tu aq dh smkin renggang dgn dy..aq dh x tau ape2 psal dy...smua bnde mostly dy dh x cter kt aq but lbih byak bercerita dgn hamba allah tu...seriously skit sgt hati bile fkir blik.hmm btw dlm friendship prasaan benci spatutnyer x ade dlm diri msing2..melainkn sesorg itu x ikhlas or x syg kite...jika sesorg itu ikhlas or trust syg dgn ikhlas..prasaan sebegitu tidak akn ade dlm diri seseorang...aq juz berdoa everyday so tht perasaan yg dy aser kt aq tu hilang n x pnah muncul dlm diri dy dh..but kite as a human juz bole berdoa..n aq x bole pkse dy if prasaan tu still ade kt dy..hmm the most sad thing when we know the person tht we love hate us...hancur remuk hati..hmm but aq pendamm slgi mmpu..n the prob settle.... n onother second prob...is the bigger prob..ktorg sling mnggi suare b'coz aq aser dikhianati...i'm feel i'm foolish...huh dy ckp aq msuk privacy dy..seseorang x akn rse tkowt if dy x buad smething or smbunyikn ape2 yg salah trhadap sahabat dy..n no more secret if dy berlaku jujur trhadap sahabatnyer....aq juz akn bce wechat dy ngn hamba Allah nieh bile mse dy tibe2 badmood...b'coz aq nk tau punce dy badmood..smeade dtg dri aq..or sbb prasaan benci dy kt aq dtg blik...itu je..sbb setiap kli dy badmood juz dkt aq je..dkt org laen oke..itu yg membuatkn aty aq tertye tyer...nk tau punce dy badmood...n one day Allah show me the truth...dy memg bckp psal aq dkt hamba Allah tu..sngnyer ya Allah dy bercerite psal aq..hmm mse tu Allah je yg tau mcmmne prasaan aq,,,ya Allah sumpa kecewa skit sgt aty nieh than smua nieh..aser dikhianati gler..apbila tau org yg pling rapat dgn kite n kite trust dy bole bckp psal kite dkt org laen..it juz like cheating on me.. dulu dy x mcm nieh...sejak baik dgn Hamba Allah nie..sng je dy nk buad aq mcm nieh..myb dy dh x kesah if nk tggl aq sorg2 pown sbb dy dh ade Hamba Allah nie..yg always ade ngn dy n always faham dy.n myb always make her happy..n dy ad rmaii lgi org yg bole dy ngadu dkt luar sne..sementare aq..myb juz blog nieh je yg bole aq crite smuanyer..hmmm but at the end of week..aq ngn dy happy seolah olah nothing happen..but i don't know dy lyan aq mse tu btol2 ikhlas or terpkse sbb hamba Allah nie x de kt situ...aq juz berdoa smua nyer btol2 dy buad sbb ikhlas...n now aq aser ktorg x mcm dulu..sbb aq dh x tau ape2 psal dy...aq hope dy happy dgn life dy skrg...tpi even ape pown jdi aq tetap syd dy..hmm lastly....spnjg cuti sem 4 nie aq akn cube lupekan smua yg dy dh buad dkt aq...n aq mnx maaf if aq ad jgak skitkn aty dy..dont worry friend aq x kn kacau or msuk cmur dh psal privacy kaw...aq x kn sibuk2 nk tau hal kaw dh sbb aq tau myb kaw akn rimas.oke hope sem 5 aq akn lbih focus on my study..n no more prob happen to me... hope u never cheating on me again.. YA ALLAH SEMAIKANLAH KASIH DAN SAYANG KMI DGN HATI YG IKHLAS SESUNGGUHNYA KAMI BERSAHABAT LILLAHI TAALA KERANA ALLAH TAALA.AMIN..